Depression

Depression kind of feels like you're under water fighting to get to the surface but no matter how hard you try you can just never reach it. The things around you just don't matter. I'm fighting lately to get up, get dressed and get going. I know that doing these things is vital to getting to the surface again. I wonder just how sad my sister felt when she took her own life. Did she get to the point where she drowned in her depression? Why Did you leave me to fight this battle without you? Didn't you know how much we loved you? Why didn't you fight harder to get back to the surface? I miss you so much! I will surface and fight because what you did just wasn't right. In Memory of Julie Ann Finkle who took her own life on 10-25-05 www.suicideprevention lifeline.org